I had a dream.. I was wearing something- something that is used for combats. I am not a soldier but I dressed as one and pretended to be one. I pretended to be a man. I never had a problem pretending to be one because I somehow move like a man. Inside, I met a man. I cant remember how he looks but I can never forget his eyes- those blue eyes. He knew of my secret for I trusted me. I fell for him and he said he thought he was gay for he said he fell in love with me the first time he saw me.
The next thing I know is that we were in a place and we both fell inlove with it. The last thing is that we kissed and held hands before we both died. And that dream keeps on coming back to me and when its not, I dream for the guy with blond hair, tanned skin, wide shoulders but I can never see his nose and lips and I always know he is smiling. I know his name but forgets about it when I wake up. I always have liked american soldiers with blue eyes but my heart never beat the way as I see the man in my dreams. Oh and in every dream where he is he always say ” I am here, always be here and make our dreams come true. Wait for me” I can never forget the line.
-Inah Sabrina Arnado Cunsunji