I have lived 7 times and two of them were suicides. I learned this after returning from Vietnam in 68 also wanting to commit suicide again. GOD finally sent me a dream that explained all of this in a simple way. GOD allows religions all over the world for the comfort of people and let them explain their fears as long as they choose that.
I had a friend I worked with who was a very fine man had lived his eighth life but was a Christian. He passed on to the 5th Dimension after death which is quite a relief from the 3rd dimension but you have to be advanced in attitude, thinking and action to get there by God’s promotion.