By | August 7, 2017

My daughter is 4 I’ll call her Emily. From the time she could talk she has talked about her other mommy with curly blonde hair and blue eyes this couldn’t be farther from me as I have dark straight hair and very dark brown eyes but anyway she has said when she was in the clouds with God she picked me to be her momma then she went in my belly but got scared and left. Nobody talks about the fact when I was 20 years old and had a miscarriage when I was almost 4 months pregnant she told me momma I know you were really sad but it’s OK because I came back. I got pregnant with Emily when I was 24 there’s no way for her to have known about my miscarriage.

She also tells me things that I don’t feel like a 4 year old should know or even understand we recently had a close family member pass away and I was crying she comes crawling up in my lap grabbed my hand and said momma please don’t cry his body died not his soul there’s at least one conversation I have with Emily that I forget she’s only 4 years old.

There’s so much more to say but it would take all night. She is also very scared of planes and huge buildings.


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